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What can I say in Short I'm a proud mother of 4 kids Matt(May 1996), Joey (Aug 1998), Cody (Aug 2001), and Kai (Sept 2003). I'm also disabled due to having a illness called Lupus that I've had since I was 13 years old. So when I am feeling up to it and my kids are taken care of and the Housework is done in my spare time I do my own computer graphics, and I also write Poetry and Short Stories.

Not much else to me besides my kids are the most important thing to me and my boyfriend gary is the next most important person in my life, my kids and him on importance go hand in hand you could say. He truly is a wonderful and great guy. He takes real good.... nah he takes "great" care of me and my kids, and both my kids and myself love him for it. I'm very lucky to have him in my life and i just hope i never lose him as a part of my life, he's been there for me as a friend when i haven't had anybody to turn to when i've become overwhelmed with recent events.... if i hadn't met him i would have just continued on my silent trip of becomin further lost than what i was, he keeps me grounded.... i may not let it show sometimes but i am greatful and i do appreciate everythin he's ever done for me and my kids so in short..... Gary, i love you with all my heart and you are the best man i've ever been with..... and i am completely without a single doubt in my mind or heart totally in love with you and you are the only person i want and want to be with...... and i'm never "just settling" when it comes to him cause that isn't the case....

Anything else you wanna know it's called send a bloody message and ask otherwise gues you'll be left wondering on who I really am.

A new pic of me 10/9/08

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Yeah yeah dont laugh tooo fn hard. I was bored off my ass & wasnt feelin good to begin w/& bein stuck at the ear specialist w/cody for over 3hrs didnt help either. Jus one of them crappy days.... more

Previous blog entries:
Oct 10	-	Kai 10/9/08
Oct 2	-	Kai 10-1-08
Sep 28	-	Kai fought w/the couch & lost...lol
Lost's favorite blog entries:
Dec 8	-	Blood Flows Like Tears (Poem)
Jul 23	-	Bad Mother Version II (Poem)
Jul 6	-	My Heart (Poem)
Jul 5	-	More Slices (Poem)
Jun 29	-	Beast Within (Poem)
Jun 28	-	Prey (Short Story)
Jun 28	-	Slices (Poem)
Jun 16	-	Drowning (Poem)
Jun 13	-	i love you.... (Poem)
Jun 2	-	Thrown Away (Poem)
May 29	-	Forsaken (Poem)
May 19	-	Darkness Within.... (Poem)
May 10	-	Another Life Ended (Short Story)
May 5	-	Fading from view (Poem)
May 3	-	Longing..... (Poem)